I Am So Fucking Mad At You Right Now

But I just took another painkiller and I'm smoking a cigarette between my front teeth, so try to come home soon; before they both wear off again. Or don't come soon; and wait until I am asleep again. I mean, who the fuck ... nevermind. I get left alone at all of the wrong times. Space space. Now wash over me, my little white, scored, and capsule-shaped wave and carry me swiftly to your undercurrent. I have to work tomorrow but my appointment is right around your bedtime. I bought you some Dr Pepper and there is bacon in the vegetable crisper, for when you are hungry later. Please remember to plug the cell in.

love, mel